April242014
psychotic-torture:

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April232014
April212014
5PM
3PM
I always used to dream of this happening. Believed it would. It never has …. Instead, I wake up in the same bed every morning. Alone. And wonder if I was always an ugly monster, or did I become what you always told, and showed me, I was. Part of me still holds on to the hope that this will still happen. Holds on so tightly, maybe I’m choking the life out of it. But in the end, I guess I know I have to admit to myself that it never will. No amount of hoping or trying, no matter how long I try to not look and find it. It simply can’t happen, when nobody wants you.

I always used to dream of this happening. Believed it would.

It never has ….

Instead, I wake up in the same bed every morning. Alone. And wonder if I was always an ugly monster, or did I become what you always told, and showed me, I was.

Part of me still holds on to the hope that this will still happen. Holds on so tightly, maybe I’m choking the life out of it. But in the end, I guess I know I have to admit to myself that it never will. No amount of hoping or trying, no matter how long I try to not look and find it.

It simply can’t happen, when nobody wants you.

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3PM
I just want to experience this.Why is that so disgusting?Why is it so difficult for anyone to understand?

I just want to experience this.

Why is that so disgusting?

Why is it so difficult for anyone to understand?

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3PM
3AM
April202014

Loneliness is not contagious. It’s not a disease, you can’t catch it from anyone.

But you can be the cure ….

2PM

Sometimes, when I’m doing something, like art, or reading, or maybe even just watching a movie or show on TV, I’ll get so caught up in what I’m doing, so lost in that moment, that I will turn to say something, to share a thought or to show something that I just did, and only then remember that there’s nobody here ….

…. and then I will just stare, blankly, and try not to break down.

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