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Now playing some Battlefield 4 on the PS4. Contact Cucuboth on PSN if anyone is interested in a game. Or I can switch to Destiny if someone wants to play that ….
Craving human contact.
Physical, intellectual, and emotional.
Affectionate, intimate, and conversational.
I’m horny for it. All of it. If you need it explained in a more crude fashion.
Yet I know that I will get none of it ….
what i’m talking about re: gaslighting is
- the denial of someone’s perception of reality as true
- the denial of someone’s experiences as meaningful
- the denial of someone’s experiences as legitimate
all of these things equate to “what you experienced didn’t really happen as you perceived it, and my perception is more true than yours, and you should listen to me instead of trusting your own experiences”
and that is gaslighting
and that is abuse
There are days, like today, when I just want to turn to you and tell you that I love you. And see you smile when you hear it. And feel your hold on my hand tighten. And … and I want to say it, simply because I do love you …
And these days, like today, when I want to say this, I turn to you, and there is just an empty space. There is nobody there. The smile can’t be seen. My hand just holds on to nothing but air. But sometimes, I still say it. Hoping, in some way, a rather silly way I guess, that one day, if you’re in that spot, that place next to me, you will hear it.
Whomever you are ….